No Happy Ever After, Just Disaster.

Fuck Life (:

If you think you know what it's like, you're dead wrong. My life ain't easy. Life's full of misery, sorrow and pain.If I had a choice, I sometimes wish I never existed~ Yayyy :3 Well, blog's dying, and I'm killing time.
Hey, You. Yeah. You. If one day, I leave this world too soon, please don't come look for me. I'll be on my Highway to Hell :3

Because I'm Stupid.

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
You’re looking at someone else
Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
And the tears keep coming
As I watch you walking past, I’m still happy
Even though you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m waiting for you
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
But I cannot laugh with you
I’m thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
“I want to see you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you
Bye bye, never say goodbye
Even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
I’m thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
“I want to see you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I’m waiting for you, I love you

Wed 1st December 2010

One boring day again
Well, I rarely update my blog lately, I mean, there's nothing to write.>.>
Damn. Holidays Don't feel like one
I'm staying at home like an idiot, watching TV and so on >.>
Oh well, Nothing New >.> Everybody does that during the holidays
I even began to stalk blogs and facebook profiles O_O Damn, gotta throw that habit. XD
*sigh* Can something exciting happen like, now? T_T

Nothing Ends With a Happy Ending. Life is Fake.[Thursday 4th November 2010]

I'm not that happy go lucky fella you see.
Fake smiles all the time.
Inside, it's all...complicating.
Yes, I laugh. I do. When Friends are around.
I love you guys. Might leave earlier, Sorry Guys. My lifeline isn't up to me.



My one last wish if i do Die: I do not hope to see tears at my funeral. Warm memories and smiles are welcome.

Penang Trip! [10th October2010] 10/10/10! [XD]

Today was my trip to Penang to visit Ter Khai with my family. (: I'm so glad he's doing better. And he's still giving me crazy jokes that make me laugh all day long... Thank Goodness he's alright.... I'm so Glad. ^_^ Well anyways, after having some Craaaazy hours with him, we decided to do shopping! =3 And wheree??

Queensbay Mall, Penang! W00t! XD

I also had a wonderful meal at Dragon-i  =3

I forgot what was this dish called O_O'

 And same to this One... XD

 MY BOWL OF RAMEN! XD[with shredded pork. Non-Halal, sorry]

 Brinjals :3

 Mango Pudding! I have no idea this is classified as a pudding :S [But no worries, it tastes okay :D

After a meal we went for shopping. Didn't really buy anything... as we were pretty full after that meal... After digesting, we went upstairs to the food court to check out some food again :D [lol] Yes, when we reach Penang, we eat a lot :S But I and my cousin didn't really eat anything. Instead, we went to try roller skating [on the same floor]

 This is the Ticket... CYC Fun World Roller Skate [I don't see anything fun about it as i just started roller skating and fell a few times :S. I don't even know how to balance! =.=]

Anyways, although this isn't my first trip, I'm still looking forward to the next visit (:

7th October 2010 1:15 a.m. 加油....

I'm sorry for what I've done... I know it's selfish, but I hope it did you good.... Perhaps the best way is just to let go of you...
That's another story... I'll go to the important part.
My cousin brother is now in the Hospital.... He's been there for almost two weeks... I hope he gets well soon... 加油，加油～... I know you can do it... 加油！！